If Heaven Wasn't So Far Away...

I'm listening to that song right now. It always reminds me of Layla...There are days I wan so bad to just go to heaven and bring her back. Layla,Delaney,Ellie,Liam,Samantha,Katie,Nina...all the little angels we've lost...and bring them back to their families.

Thats why I wear my yellow bracelet-to kick childhood cancer's butt. The survivors/fighters birthdays are always special. It's another year they're here. Kids like Taylor,Kate,Ezra,McKenna...all these kids still fighting,they are my insperation.

Happy 6th Birthday Taylor Nicole Love,we're all here fighting right along-side you. <3

Thoughts for Thought...

...Because FOOD for Thought seems a bit odd doesn't it? This is going to be a new summer segment I think...yes...so your ignorant brains think like mine does over the summer so I can start taking over the world help you retain knowledge. So a few random thoughts. Send me some love with what you think it means.

#1) If you switch tanning oil with cooking oil and you literally cook-would you taste any better? Would there be a cannibal nearby? (Only stupid one,promise.)

#2) Where did God come from? Who made God? Who made the person who made God? Did God create himself? How did he do so?

#3) If a tree falls in the forest and nobody is around to hear it-does it make a sound?

#4) If you had the opportunity to go to Heaven anytime you pleased,and you could only visit one person per visit,who has made a big enough impact on your life that you want to talk to them face to face. (Someone historical,author,founding father-you get the picture.)

That's it for today. I'll put the button at the bottom of this post if you wanna give it a shot. (Just link back here.) Now here's a little random knowledge to drop on ya-

• A Snail can sleep for 3 years.
• More people fear Spiders than they do death.
• According to suicide statistics-Monday is the favorite day for self-destruction.
• The most money paid for a cow at auction was $1.3 Million.

Goodbye Middle School,Hello High School

Scary to think that in less than 24 hours I'm going to be officially a high schooler. It kinda scares me. I mean the people are gonna be pretty much the same. But it's having to learn my way around a whole other school that really scares me. Are the teachers gonna be as fun as they were this year? Is freshman year gonna be as bad as I keep hearing? Is it gonna be as easy to just talk trash without really doing it? Most important,am I gonna have any of my best friends in my classes? My best friend,the one that's inseperable from me,is going to another high school. God...if me and 2 of my best MMA friends were in the same Comp. Graphics class next year...that would make me feel sooooo much better. I have the one I like and look up to,and the one I can just be me around. It would just help to be able to act normal for someone.

I admit that I know it's gonna be tough. But I think it really sank in at lunch today when E.P looked at us and said that it was gonna be our last lunch together. She let me join in the group on my second day,as the new kid. It's always hard for me to find people to sit with at lunch,so I have to find new people? It's scary. Lets just say I'm not too comfortable just starting to talk to a random person. I got to know L.E so well through texts in my first few days on the bus. Next year I'm walking to and from school,pretty much alone.

I think tward the end of the summer the best thing I can do is just man up and start talking about what keep scaring me with everyone thats going into 9th grade. Who knows,if we all have the same lunch,we could just all sit together. And I can just be myself. But is "myself" even going to be the same next year? The people I see all the time aren't gonna see a differance,but everyone else might. How much am I gonna change? Am I gonna have the same friends? It's all so confusing...

And tomarrow,I'm leaving the comfort of my Middle School,that I've known,and pretty much loved,for the past 6 months. This is new teritory. It's not...mine. I've known the parking lot for years,and the neighborhood behind the school is my neighborhood. The one we rule. The same one I've known since I was 3 years old. But it's just gonna be differant. In less than a year I'll have a learners permit,and in just about 2 years a drivers licence. Thats not my bike. And I ran the RV into the mailbox by accident. It's all just changing too soon,too fast. Before I know it,I'll be filling out collage apps and going to collage. And who knows if I'll be anywhere near the constant comfort and sanctuary of the gym I've known for almost a year now. 9 months,to be exact. I need that place soooo bad. I can just,let go,there. Get rid of whatever is bothering me physicly. I might not have that for a few years after collage. And I'm not going anywhere but a Team Assassin gym. Thats just my life. And what if I wanna fight after high school?

But right now I'm getting waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy too far ahead of myself...I'm only 14. I just don't wanna grow up...

Happy Daddy's Day

Happy Father's Grandpa's Day. : )

To the greatest Grandpa in the world.

You really deserve it.

You've been there for me when my real "father" wasn't.

You're like a dad to me.

And I appriciate it more than you'll ever know.

I love all the stories you tell me about when you worked for the Government.

And I never mind hearing them more than once,because they're differant everytime.

Even when you don't listen,and tell us stuff you shouldn't,

we love you anyway.

Because you deserve the title of "King of the Corny Jokes" like your card says.

Because when nobody else can take a joke,you can.

Even if nobody else but us think it's very funny.

We can torture and torment you and you still love us anyway.

Thanks for just being You. : )

Never Grow Up

It's bad for your health. Did you know,that 100% off all people who"grow up" tend to be very boring grown-ups/adults. It's true. They work in offices and sit in cubicles all day and wear grey and boring colors like that. They're "normal",like a washing machine. But did you also know that 100% of people who never grow up tend to be exciting people! Think about it,wouldn't you LOVE to be 5 for the rest of your life? Yes? My thoughts exactly.

This is why teenagers freak out over gummy bears and cookies. We still love Finding Nemo (just keep swimming,just keep swimming,just keep swimming swimming swimming...) and whenever a teacher even SAYS the word "crayon" we get excited! (Like "WE'RE GONNA COLOR?????? YES!!!") Why we still watch cartoons and we always draw on out papers. The last thing we wanna do is be old and boring!

We wanna be those people in the nursing home the ladies have to chase down because they're racing their wheelchairs down the hall. (Or in my case,beating someone over the head with whatever object just so happens to be in my hand at the time) We wanna yell at the nurses who try and give us prune juice and spinich and other gross stuff like that. If you think we're annoying NOW,picture nursing homes in the next 50 or 60 years,lets face it,any onw born 1 or 2 generations down the line is totally screwed over. Because at least people at MY middle school refuse to be boring.

Speaking of future generations,one thing I can't stop thinking about lately is getting older and having a family. Ya see,I've had a...below par childhood. (I've kinda had to be more mature than age-usual.) And I know I want better for my kids. I want them to be able to be kids and not have to worry about the problems going on at home. I refuse to be in  my 40's and still living with my parents. Right now,I live with my Mom,Uncle,Grandparents,and brother. (As well as assorted pets.) I mean,living in a 3 generation household isn't all bad,I've never really had a dad and my grandpa is kinda that for me. But now,me and my brother are the only ones in the house not facing major surgery over the summer. No,scratch that,my brother is the only one not facing major surgery over the summer.

I have a baby tooth that never came out,and the adult tooth is coming in over it,and it's scaring the living sheatz outta me,because I don't know what they're gonna do about it. I know I'm getting braces,thats inevitable. (My teeth have always been crooked.) But because of this random tooth rearing it's ugly head,I'm probably gonna have braces for most of my freshman year. Not that I'm willing to let that slow me down. Nobody is going to tell me I can't do Mauy-Thai or something because it might break my braces if I get hit there my accident. I have a mouth guard. A good one,TapouT one. But right now,just getting off a broken foot,I get in trouble if I jump off a stair becuase I'm not supposed to. My mom kinda hovers sometimes.

Sorry for kinda dumping my problems on you. I do that sometimes...force of habit. But I also let people dump their problems on me. (Which might be a bad thing,but I like helping people. I get beat-up on a lot becuase of it. Thanks, Mr.John ;) For getting me and A.C working together.) But thats all for today,I've spent the better part of the past hour on this and tomarrow is gonna be busy,so see you later! Special Father's Day post for my Grandpa tomarrow!

Yearbooks

Am I the only one that honestly only really cares about what people write in the covers? Really,thats all I've been looking at all day. Ok,theres a reason behind it. STORYTIME!! (You know me...) So got it yesterday...got a couple people to sign it... (ex. L.E,N.M,M.S,L.C,B.S,E.P) but today was really interesting.

So at lunch there was nobody the usual table so after J.N moved,me and N.M moved with him and I sat accross from him. At the convienient moment when N.M moved, S.S comes and asks me if we're dating. My first reaction-WTF??? xD (Theres people that KNOW I like someone else that was at that table...3 seats down from me...) Then when he came back and I told him we both got all defensive. Then we were looking at yearbooks. C.K asks if she can sign mine (I didn't get it back until the end of lunch because after A.C,K.L,H.S,and C.K were done writing whatever they wrote in it they were looking at pictures) So when I DID get it back I had 5 more people in it (see last ( )'s) And when I got it back,I looked at it for a second and saw A.C wound up taking half the page but didn't get a good look until I got upstairs to my math class. Where I sat down and imediately opened the front cover-to be greated by this-

Just goes to show you...my friends are retards...

Everyone from lunch is in green and red on the right side...they honestly scare me sometimes...Need a closer look at everyone?

Gotta love your friends.

You Don't Learn a LOT In Middle School... (Part 1)

But you learn the important stuff. But "important"  I mean social stuff,at least to the socially awkward. (Like I was until like...late January.Haha,nasomuch anymore,I never shut up.)

MIDDLE SCHOOL = DRAMA TO THE 10TH POWER . . SQUARED.

Drama. Uggh. If my school was a bar,that doesn't have anything but HARD liquor,the whole frickin school would be wasted. 24/7,100% of the time. Seriously,people,drama.Rampant. Very annoying. (Unless,of course,you enjoy drama,like bf/gf fights-those are riotously funny.)

Middle School is one big soap opera. Everyone is gossiping
about everyone else & at the end of the day, you wonder
what's going to happen tomorrow.

"OHHH!!! Did you hear about..." OH FOR THE LOVEA GOD!!! Holy crap!!! That's all you ever hear!!! NONSTOP!!! Drama I like,but only to a certain point. But the GOSSIP!!! "Oh so-and-so is going out with who-and-who!!" "Oh that can't happen!!! I like so-and-so!! Ugghhhhh!! I am unfriending her on Facebook!!!!!" Holy.Sheatz.People.GET.A.LIFE!!! If you MUST gossip-SAVE IT FOR YOUR DOG!!!

More tomarrow about Middle School...until then-PEACE!!

I Think I LIVE In La La Land

Boots,I don't think we're in DC anymore. Today has been really been just plain... *goes and googles for a good word to use-all hail the mighty google* queer. This day has been queer. (Look it up you incompitant fools. Either that or click here.) Which leads me to Example A that I associate with some of the weirdest people lifeforms on the planet...

EXAMPLE A:

In civics a group of boys were explaining their map of ttheir country (shaped like a 57 Magnum something or other I think) and one of their cities was Brokeback Mountian. (Don't think their gay either...but idk. Don't jump too fast ladies,theres a good reason these guys are queers.) And one of  my favorite queers,A.R (initials...so I have a "name" but no direct names) Yelled "THATS SO GAY!"

EXAMPLE B:
So heres a little back story befoer I get too much farther. Theres this guy I realllllllllllyyyyyy like in my gym class,that I have everyday,A.C. I mean he's REALLLYYYY cute. Anyway,it's a combined class so my best friend L.E and I are normaly talking and shetz (about A.C of course,I really don't give a muffin flying a go-kart about too much else) Anyway,L.E wanted to say something to him so somehow she wound up asking him if he likes her nail polish (???) and I was sitting 5 feet away laughing my fricking ass off. And the girls now think SHE likes HIM (and she has a boyfriend) and NOBODY can tell I'm seriously in love with him or somethin.

EXAMPLE C:
My lunch table. Nothing more needs to be said.


Now that I have nothing to talk about anymore lets do a *drumroll* LATE NIGHT RAMBLINGS!!!!!

• I took this. At the pool. With my phone. It's Caleb. And his best friend, N.F. Preview of things to come...

• Yes...Yes I do.

• Yes...Yes I am.

• These are completely random and with no meaning,but they're COLORFUL!!!!!!!

• Just because I have too many Chuck Norris related items saved on my big ass hard drive...

• This-is very accurate...

• Next.Pair.Of.Shoes.Doing.This.Oh.Yes.

• And I gotta go,like NOW,so Imma go ahead and post all these in the same bullet...

Don't forget to play this too!!

Do (Almost) Nothing Weekend

We literally did almost nothing this weekend. All we did was go to Walgreens today. Oh,and thunderstorms. ALL. WEEKEND. Literally. Funny thing is,the worst of the storms never hit us. *knocks on wood* The worst we ever get is maybe the edge of orange on the doppler. (I have NO idea what the word for that would be.) But this is how it's always been. Northern Virginia has very odd weather. (The hottest it's been in the past week is a record breaking 102 degrees-in the "spring") We really only have 2 seasons-freeze your ass off winter,and set your ass on fire summer. And it's humid. All. Year. Round. Now,I personally don't mind the set your ass on fire summer. I wear long sleeves and jackets year round. Because I'm confortable. Everyone thinks I'm absulutely crazy. Well maybe I am but I don't really give a flying potato what everyone else thinks. Because the people that think I'm absulutely crazy,I think their flipping morons. So there. Anyway,thats enough small talk,lets get down and dirty.

Ya know the pictures I said I took yesterday? Yeah...about that...I never got those edited. I didn't get a chnace to get on the computer until like 7:00 tonight,because I woke up at 3:00,dragged my ass outta bed at 3:30 and then went to the store about 20 minitues later. Got home at about 5:30 and waited a thunderstorm out,then Caleb's friend,Nate,came over and we "played" Park and Shop. We got bored and cheated our way to the end about halfway through. Then I got on the computer and started playing around. As much as one can play around without flash player anyway. (Stupid...mother trucking...) So anyway,until I get those edited (God knows whan THATS gonna happen) I have a few I took yesterday. BUT before you gte to see those let me talk more. Because I said so,it's my blog.

I have about 6 and a half days of school left. And this week is going to be CRAZY. Thank GOD we aren't having an 8th grade graduation,but do we SERIOUSLY HAVE TO GO AS LONG AS THE 7TH GRADERS??? High School Seniors get out before everyone else,so why can't 6th/5th graders and 8th graders? Not EVERYONE is gonna graduate High School. So give us this,this might be the only time we get to do it!! Probably gonna spend the next week annoying everyone with my camera and just being obnoxious. This ALSO means,I don't have very long until I can get back in my MMA class. (I broke my foot just about 8 weeks ago) Now let me tell you something that sucks,we have a choice of 3 nearby High Schools (the others are pretty far out) The normal retard High Schools-Mount Vernon (GO MAJORS!!!) and West Potomac (ehh) and the smarty pants High School-Thomas Edison (and I think maybe 5 kids in my whole grade got in.) Of course,my best friend told me a couple months ago she's going to West Po. Now this is just great because I only get along with/like maybe 20 girls in the whole school,and I only really talk to like 10 of those. Most of my friends are boys...and a good deal of THEM are sevies. And a good deal of the boys I've beaten up before...

Ok,I'm done-PICTURE TIME!!!

Late Night Ramblings-Internet-ual Dateline Edition

I think a lot at night. Tonight especially so.

• 
  
  Never. Under any circumstance. Attempt to shave your legs when you're sleep deprived. Doesn't matter how long it's been since you've done it,just wash your hair and face and don't touch the razor until you have more sleep. 'Nuff said.
• I'm not sure which of these I like more...what do you think?

• Doesn't this cat have the most gorgeous eyes??

• THIS-is very accurate.

• For some reason,I love this. A lot. I know,I did good.

• More cuteness I found on the interwebs while looking for pictures to steal use for quote/tumbr-esq graphics...

• This gave me an idea...yes,I took pictures. And No,I am not posting them tonight. I haven't edited them yet.

• I will give you a hint,I actually DID draw hearts all over my hand like that. I still have Sharpie marks on my hand to prove it.
• No,you are not getting another hint.
• Why? Because I said so. This is my blog,and I'm in charge.
• Well,If you don't like the rules,then gtfo my blog and start your own.
• Fine.
• I actually had an arguement with myself there...
• I think I lost the arguement...
• Thats a bad thing...
• Means I;m mentally insane...
• I like the ...'s...
• hehe...I did it again!
• And again!
• I must be getting tired...
• hehe...did it AGAIN! :D
• I'm on the verge of falling out my chair from laughing so hard xD
• The D's look really stupid with this font...
• So do the ) and ( 's
• Especially when you put a : in front of it...
• again *snickers*
• Ok,I'm tired...
• I did it AGAIN! xDDD
• I have to finish the Late Night Ramblings button...
• AGAIN!!! xDDDDD lshifomdbidhadbiidiniw
• For you incompitant fools who have never been on a Facebook like site,lshifomdbidhadbiidiniw is the new lol,it means-"laughing so hard I fell off my dinosaur but I don't have a dinosaur but if I did I'd name it Wilber!"
• D-I-N-O-S-A UR A DINOSAUR!!
• lshifomdbidhadbiidiniw
• Rawr.
• No,you incompitant fool,I do not want to Highlight D-I-N-O-S-A UR A DINOSAUR,I want to change the color of it.
• lshifomdbidhadbiidiniw
• Ke$ha tought me to spell.
• I still haven't finished the button...
• Oops,I did it AGAIN!
• It's after Midnight...
• Happy Sunday...
• TWICE! *snickers*
• MUST.FINISH.BUTTON.
• Why I no use ... instead of .?
• AGAIN!!!!!!!
• The title of this post is living up to it's name...
• I DID IT AGAIN!!!
• If you can't already tell,I'm easily amused.
• BUTTON! DONE! :D
• That D still looks stupid...
• Last time,AGAINNNNN!!! xDDD

If you wanna show how funny you are when you're tired,grab this button and blog in the wee hours of the morning!

Adorable Squeekies

Squeekies are the best photo subjects. Ok,next to inanimate objects,the Squeekies and the best.











Quick! Smile for the camera!

 



Cookie and Honey never care if the cameras in their faces.

 


Ike the noble.

Ohhh...whats that? In The camera lens? It's FACINATING!